關燈 巨大 直達底部
親,雙擊螢幕即可自動滾動
第61部分

nature to shoulder the blame for

everything; but you really can't

let that make you go to such extremes! It's very irresponsible—think of Esme

and Carlisle and—〃

I was on the edge of losing it。 I stopped to take a deep breath; hoping to

calm myself。 I had to set him

free。 I had to make sure this never happened again。

〃Isabella Marie Swan;〃 he whispered; the strangest expression crossing his

face。 He almost looked mad。

〃Do you believe that I asked the Volturi to kill me because I felt guilty?〃

I could feel the blank inprehension on my face。 〃Didn't you?〃

〃Feel guilty? Intensely so。 More than you can prehend。〃

〃Then what are you saying? I don't understand。〃

〃Bella; I went to the Volturi because I thought you were dead;〃 he said; voice

soft; eyes fierce。 〃Even if

I'd had no hand in your death〃—he shuddered as he whispered the last

word—〃even if it wasn't my

fault; I would have gone to Italy。 Obviously; I should have been more careful

—I should have spoken to

Alice directly; rather than accepting it secondhand from Rosalie。 But; really;

what was I supposed to

think when the boy said Charlie was at the funeral? What are the odds?

〃The odds〃 he muttered then; distracted。 His voice was so low I wasn't sure

I beard it right。 〃The odds

are always stacked against us。 Mistake after mistake。 I'll never criticize

Romeo again。〃

〃But I still don't understand;〃 I said。 〃That's my whole point。 So what?〃

〃Excuse me?〃

〃So what if I was dead?〃

He stared at me dubiously for a long moment before answering。 〃Don't you

remember anything I told you

before?〃

〃I remember every