e present year; just before I went to Egypt; and in somewhat better spirits than those that I have quoted。 For instance; one begins “Cher Monsieur le Chevalier。”
At Longman’s request I had suggested to Lang; half…jokingly; that we should go together on a lecture tour to South Africa; as to which some proposals had been made to Longman。
“Me go to South Africa to lecture!” he answered。 “Why; going from London to Upp” — Longman’s place in Hertfordshire — “knocks me up。”
Evidently so long ago as February he was not feeling strong。 I may add that a week or two since I met our mutual friend; Sir William Richmond; to whom “The World’s Desire” was dedicated。 He told me that he thought seriously of Lang’s health — that he seemed very anxious to see his friends; but when he did see them spoke but little。
Looking through Lang’s letters to me I find one; written from St。 Andrews on February 20; 1896; that tells me of the death of his brother in moving terms。 In that letter appears the following passage; which on this sad day I quote with pride and gratitude:
“You have been more to me of what the dead friends of my youth were; than any other man; and I take the chance to say it; though not given to speaking of such matters。”
With this letter is a draft of my answer; rough and cut about; from which I extract a passage or two。
“No; there is nothing to be said; except what I once put into the mouth of a character in ‘Montezuma’ — that no affection is perfect until it is sealed and sanctified by death。”
(I feel the truth of that statement today when dear Lang seems nearer to me than he has been for many a year — than he has ever been!)
After all; what is it; this death? As I grow older I seem to understand the hope and beaut