沙加上了船,優雅的金髮漸漸隱入人群裡。他踏上了自己的道路,而一些夢想卻終究被迫放棄了。加隆看著那躊躇的背影,體會著那段話中的苦澀。再次看了看懷裡的招待券和一張往返船票,那是米羅上火車前交給他的。雖然他知道米羅只是出於對兄長的邀請,而對於加隆來說,這卻是最後的機會。一個月後的百老匯,Memory。是逃走還是爭取,沙加的話久久地縈繞著。
“加隆少爺,你的精神不太好。”穆從後視鏡看了一眼坐在後排座位上的加隆,自從回到巴黎後,加隆幾乎沒有說一句話。就連穆提議直接回祖屋,他都沒像以前那樣竭力反對。
“穆,你說這片湖是不是太冷清了。”加隆望著湖面,碧綠的湖水泛著銀波,卻不再變換著奇妙的顏色,“撒加最喜歡牽著馬在這裡閒逛,還在這裡遇到了米羅。他說美麗的地方之所以美麗是因為那裡住著天使,而現在卻只剩下我一個人。你說,是因為湖水太寂寞所以不再是彩色的了,還是因為欣賞它的人心太寂寞了,而看不到彩色?”
“少爺,你太累了,不要再想這樣的問題。”
“是啊,我真的已經很累了。”加隆將頭靠到車座背上,“一直不求回應地做著蠢事,真夠累人的。”
車顛簸在沿湖的小路上,穆儘量放慢了車速讓已經熟睡的加隆好好休息。住著天使的湖畔,安睡著靈魂的墓前,加隆回到了這裡,卻回不到曾經。帶著濃濃倦意的睡夢中,不知道夢見了誰。
逢
Midnight; Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory; All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every street lamp
Seems to beat
A fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And a street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight; I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn es
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new life will begin
Burnt out ends of smokey days
The stale cold smell of morning
The street lamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me; It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun…
米羅站在舞臺上練習著歌劇的曲子,由於只是排練,本該輝煌的大廳只亮著幾盞聚光燈,周圍的一切都隱在朦朧的灰