er; she would go。
〃Yes。 She'll be gone for a while。 She was trying to convince him to go to
Denali。〃
Denali was where the one other band of unique vampires—good ones like the
Cullens—lived。 Tanya and
her family。 I'd heard of them now and again。 Edward had run to them last
winter when my arrival had
made Forks difficult for him。 Laurent; the most civilized member of James's
little coven; had gone there
rather than siding with James against the Cullens。 It made sense for Alice to
encourage Jasper to go
there。
I swallowed; trying to dislodge the sudden lump in my throat。 The guilt made
my head bow and my
shoulders slump。 I'd run them out of their home; just like Rosalie and Emmett。
I was a plague。
〃Is your arm bothering you?〃 he asked solicitously。
〃Who cares about my stupid arm?〃 I muttered in disgust。
He didn't answer; and I put my head down on the table。
By the end of the day; the silence was being ridiculous。 I didn't want to
be the one to break it; but
apparently that was my only choice if I ever wanted him to talk to me again。
〃You'll e over later tonight?〃 I asked as he walked me—silently—to my
truck。 He always came over。
〃Later?〃
It pleased me that he seemed surprised。 〃I have to work。 I had to trade with
Mrs。 Newton to get
yesterday off。〃
〃Oh;〃 he murmured。
〃So you'll e over when I'm home; though; right?〃 I hated that I felt
suddenly unsure about this。
〃If you want me to。〃
〃I always want you;〃 I reminded him; with perhaps a little more intensity than
the conversation required。
I expected he would laugh; or smile; or react somehow