The call of a jaybird made me leap back and fall into a thick stand of young
spruce; scraping up my arms
and tangling my hair with sap。 The sudden rush of a squirrel up a hemlock made
me scream so loud it
hurt my own ears。
At last there was a break in the trees ahead。 I came out onto the empty road a
mile or so south of where
I'd left the truck。 Exhausted as I was; I jogged up the lane until I found it。
By the time I pulled myself into
the cab; I was sobbing again。 I fiercely shoved down both stiff locks before I
dug my keys out of my
pocket。 The roar of the engine was forting and sane。 It helped me control
the tears as I sped as fast
as my truck would allow toward the main highway。
I was calmer; but still a mess when I got home。 Charlie's cruiser was in the
driveway—I hadn't realized
how late it was。 The sky was already dusky。
〃Bella?〃 Charlie asked when I slammed the front door behind me and hastily
turned the locks。
〃Yeah; it's me。〃 My voice was unsteady。
〃Where have you been?〃 he thundered; appearing through the kitchen doorway
with an ominous
expression。
I hesitated。 He'd probably called the Stanleys。 I'd better stick to the truth。
〃I was hiking;〃 I admitted。
His eyes were tight。 〃What happened to going to Jessica's?〃
〃I didn't feel like Calculus today。〃
Charlie folded his arms across his chest。 〃I thought I asked you to stay out
of the forest。〃
〃Yeah; I know。 Don't worry; I won't do it again。〃 I shuddered。
Charlie seemed to really look at me for the first time。 I remembered that I
had spent some time on the
forest floor today; I must be a m