all what you done right down there withit。 And you going to answer for it; too。’
‘I done answered;’ he said; ‘already before my God。 I ain’t got to answer now; in front ofyou。’
She opened her handbag; and took out the letter。
‘I been carrying this letter now;’ she said; ‘for more than thirty years。 And I beenwondering all that time if I’d ever talk to you about it。’
And she looked at him。 He was looking; unwillingly; at the letter; which she held tightly inone hand。 It was old; and dirty; and brown; and torn; he recognized Deborah’s uncertain; tremblinghand; and he could see her again in the cabin; bending over the table; laboriously trusting to paperthe bitterness she had not spoken。 It had lived in her silence; then; all those years? He could notbelieve it。 She had been praying for him as she died—she had sworn to meet him in glory。 Andyet; this letter; her witness; spoke; breaking her long silence; now that she was beyond his reach forever。
‘Yes;’ said Florence; watching his face; ‘you didn’t give her no bed of roses to sleep on; didyou?—poor; simple; ugly; black girl。 And you didn’t treat that other one no better。 Who is youmet; Gabriel; all your holy life long; you ain’t made to drink a cup of sorrow? And you doing itstill—you going to be doing it till the Lord puts you in you grave。’
‘God’s way;’ he said; and his speech was thick; his face was slick with sweat; ‘ain’t man’sway。 I been doing the will of the Lord; and can’t nobody sit in judgment on me but the Lord。 TheLord called me out; He chose me; and I been running with Him ever since I made a start。 You can’tkeep your eyes on all this foolishness here below; all this wickedness here below—you got to liftup your eyes to the hills and run from the destruction falling on