shall be。 If at my individual convenience I might break them; what would be their worth? They have a worth—so I have always believed; and if I cannot believe it now; it is because I am insane—quite insane: with my veins running fire; and my heart beating faster than I can count its throbs。 Preconceived opinions; foregone determinations; are all I have at this hour to stand by: there I plant my foot。”
I did。 Mr。 Rochester; reading my countenance; saw I had done so。 His fury was wrought to the highest: he must yield to it for a moment; whatever followed; he crossed the floor and seized my arm and grasped my waist。 He seemed to devour me with his flaming glance: physically; I felt; at the moment; powerless as stubble exposed to the draught and glow of a furnace: mentally; I still possessed my soul; and with it the certainty of ultimate safety。 The soul; fortunately; has an interpreter—often an unconscious; but still a truthful interpreter—in the eye。 My eye rose to his; and while I looked in his fierce face I gave an involuntary sigh; his gripe was painful; and my over…taxed strength almost exhausted。
“Never;” said he; as he ground his teeth; “never was anything at once so frail and so indomitable。 A mere reed she feels in my hand!” (And he shook me with the force of his hold。) “I could bend her with my finger and thumb: and what good would it do if I bent; if I uptore; if I crushed her? Consider that eye: consider the resolute; wild; free thing looking out of it; defying me; with more than courage—with a stern triumph。 Whatever I do with its cage; I cannot get at it—the savage; beautiful creature! If I tear; if I rend the slight prison; my outrage will only let the captive loose。 Conqueror I might be of the house; but the inmate would escape to heaven before