y your appetite?”
“I cannot see my prospects clearly to…night; sir; and I hardly know what thoughts I have in my head。 Everything in life seems unreal。”
“Except me: I am substantial enough—touch me。”
“You; sir; are the most phantom…like of all: you are a mere dream。”
He held out his hand; laughing。 “Is that a dream?” said he; placing it close to my eyes。 He had a rounded; muscular; and vigorous hand; as well as a long; strong arm。
“Yes; though I touch it; it is a dream;” said I; as I put it down from before my face。 “Sir; have you finished supper?”
“Yes; Jane。”
I rang the bell and ordered away the tray。 When we were again alone; I stirred the fire; and then took a low seat at my master’s knee。
“It is near midnight;” I said。
“Yes: but remember; Jane; you promised to wake with me the night before my wedding。”
“I did; and I will keep my promise; for an hour or two at least: I have no wish to go to bed。”
“Are all your arrangements plete?”
“All; sir。”
“And on my part likewise;” he returned; “I have settled everything; and we shall leave Thornfield to…morrow; within half…an…hour after our return from church。”
“Very well; sir。”
“With what an extraordinary smile you uttered that word—‘very well;’ Jane! What a bright spot of colour you have on each cheek! and how strangely your eyes glitter! Are you well?”
“I believe I am。”
“Believe! What is the matter? Tell me what you feel。”
“I could not; sir: no words could tell you what I feel。 I wish this present hour would never end: who knows with what fate the next may e charged?”
“This is hypochondria; Jane。 You have been over…excited; or over… fatigued。”
“Do you; sir; feel calm and happy?”
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