the heat; but the horror of the
heavy smell of decay。
While the throng from the procession was making itself fortable in the
house; Shekure and the crowd of elders; women and children (Orhan was
glaring suspiciously at me from the corner) carried on as if nothing were
amiss; and momentarily I doubted my senses; but I knew how corpses left
under the sun after battle; their clothes tattered; boots and belts stolen; and
their faces; their eyes and lips ravaged by wolves and birds smelled。 It was a
stench that had so often filled my mouth and lungs to the point of suffocation
that I could not mistake it。
Downstairs in the kitchen; I asked Hayriye about Enishte Effendi’s body;
aware that I was speaking to her for the first time as master of the house。
“As you asked; we laid out his mattress; dressed him in his nightclothes;
dre and placed bottles of syrup beside him。 If he’s giving
off an unpleasant smell; it’s probably due to the heat from the brazier in the
room;” the woman said through tears。
One or two of her tears fell; sizzling into the pot she was using to fry the
mutton。 From the way she was crying; I supposed that Enishte Effendi had
been taking her into his bed at night。 Esther; who was quietly and proudly
sitting in a corner of the kitchen; swallowed what she was chewing and stood。
“Make her happiness your foremost concern;” she said。 “Recognize her
worth。”
In my thoughts I heard the lute I’d heard on the street the first day I’d
e to Istanbul。 More than sadness; there was vigor in its m