&nbsp；恥辱&nbsp；&nbsp；憤怒一齊湧上&nbsp；&nbsp；我怒瞪他一瞬&nbsp；&nbsp；奮力地掙開他跑了出去

“向陽&nbsp；&nbsp；回來吧&nbsp；&nbsp；”他追出房間&nbsp；&nbsp；在我身後奮力呼喊&nbsp；&nbsp；可我卻洠Я嗽俁讓娑運�撓縷�&nbsp；&nbsp；我就這樣洠��乜癖�&nbsp；&nbsp；任憑淚水伴著寒風飄灑

到了門前&nbsp；&nbsp；我揉了揉眼睛&nbsp；&nbsp；可看到呆坐在門框上的阿黃淚水卻再也忍耐不住&nbsp；&nbsp；一把撲進他懷中痛哭起來

此時&nbsp；&nbsp；屋裡的大娘聽到哭聲&nbsp；&nbsp；連忙走過來&nbsp；&nbsp；拍著我的背&nbsp；&nbsp；愛憐地安撫起來：“怎麼啦&nbsp；&nbsp；姑娘&nbsp；&nbsp；別哭&nbsp；&nbsp；活兒要不順心&nbsp；&nbsp；咱就不去了&nbsp；&nbsp；”

聽到她這麼說&nbsp；&nbsp；我不由哭得更傷心了

第二日&nbsp；&nbsp；雖然眼睛腫了&nbsp；&nbsp；我卻依舊出現在了小鳥&nbsp；&nbsp；想要支付阿黃高額的費用&nbsp；&nbsp；僅依靠做零活兒&nbsp；&nbsp；無疑是杯水車薪&nbsp；&nbsp；現在只要能給阿黃治病&nbsp；&nbsp；對我而言&nbsp；&nbsp；洠в惺裁茨ú豢�娑��

我想通了&nbsp；&nbsp；雖然同在小鳥&nbsp；&nbsp；但我是我&nbsp；&nbsp；蕭籬落是蕭籬落&nbsp；&nbsp；我不能因為他在這兒就斷了自己的活路&nbsp；&nbsp；全是依靠勞動力掙錢的&nbsp；&nbsp；他掙他的&nbsp；&nbsp；我掙我的&nbsp；&nbsp；兩不相干

畢竟是老本行&nbsp；&nbsp；我做起來得心應手&nbsp；&nbsp；頭一天就撮合了兩對

晚上&nbsp；&nbsp；黃媽媽出來送我&nbsp；&nbsp；當我提出要她支付今天的薪金時&nbsp；&nbsp；她卻露出了一臉訝異&nbsp；&nbsp；原來&nbsp；&nbsp；在不知不覺中&nbsp；&nbsp；我對蕭籬落的好在旁人眼裡竟成了理所當然&nbsp；&nbsp；我真不知那時是我太傻&nbsp；&nbsp；還是他太美好&nbsp；&nbsp；起碼現在&nbsp；&nbsp；我是不願意繼續下去了&nbsp；&nbsp；現實是殘酷的&nbsp；&nbsp；我也要生活&nbsp；&nbsp；也要養家&nbsp；&nbsp；再也洠в芯��踴嫋�

晚上&nbsp；&nbsp；我拿著自己親手掙來的錢&nbsp；&nbsp；買了幾袋米麵&nbsp；&nbsp；還未走到門口就興奮地叫了起來

“阿黃&nbsp；&nbsp；大娘&nbsp；&nbsp；我回來了&nbsp；&nbsp；”

“回來啦&nbsp；&nbsp；”大娘首先迎了上來

“給&nbsp；&nbsp；”我說著將手中的米和麵交給了大娘

“喲&nbsp；&nbsp；姑娘本事真不小&nbsp；&nbsp；這才頭一天就帶回來這麼多東西&nbsp；&nbsp；”大娘說著拿著米進了裡屋

這時候&nbsp；&nbsp；我將目光投向了靜坐在一旁的阿黃&nbsp；&nbsp；我進來這麼久了&nbsp；&nbsp；他竟連半點反應都洠в�

“阿黃&nbsp；&nbsp；幹什麼呢&nbsp；&nbsp；”我湊上前去&nbsp；&nbsp；竟發現他手中抱著個白色的鴿子

“哦&nbsp；&nbsp；今天中午&nbsp；&nbsp；這隻鴿子就在屋子上空盤旋&nbsp；&nbsp；我好不容易讓老頭子借了梯子捉了下來&nbsp；&nbsp；本想燉了給阿黃補身&nbsp；&nbsp；可他抱著這玩意&nbsp；&nbsp；死活不鬆手&nbsp；&nbsp；”大娘將米麵放好了&nbsp；&nbsp；走過來及時解決了我的疑問&nbsp；&nbsp；我將目光投向阿