掏出自己的iphone，撥通了傑克&nbsp；鮑爾的手機。

撥通後，我的iphone裡響起了美妙、動聽的歌曲：

i&#039；m&nbsp；tired&nbsp；of&nbsp；being&nbsp；what&nbsp；you&nbsp；want&nbsp；me&nbsp；to&nbsp；be受夠了當你的玩偶feeling&nbsp；so&nbsp；faithless，&nbsp；lost&nbsp；under&nbsp；the&nbsp；surface毫無信仰，在假面下迷失了自己don&#039；t&nbsp；know&nbsp；what&nbsp；you&#039；re&nbsp；expecting&nbsp；of&nbsp；me我不知

道你到底要我怎樣put&nbsp；under&nbsp；the&nbsp；pressure&nbsp；of&nbsp；walking&nbsp；in&nbsp；your&nbsp；shoes你讓我承受壓力，步上和你一樣的路途（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow）在回流中翻滾在回流中翻滾

every&nbsp；step&nbsp；i&nbsp；take&nbsp；is&nbsp；another&nbsp；mistake&nbsp；to&nbsp；you我每走一步對你來說都是錯誤（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow）在回流中翻滾在回流中翻滾i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；numb，&nbsp；i&nbsp；can&#039；t

feel&nbsp；you&nbsp；there我變得如此麻木，感覺不到你的存在i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；tired，&nbsp；so&nbsp；much&nbsp；more&nbsp；aware我變得好疲憊，卻更警覺i&#039；ve&nbsp；being&nbsp；this，&nbsp；all&nbsp；i&nbsp；want&nbsp；to&nbsp；do我已經便成，我所想要的is&nbsp；be

more&nbsp；like&nbsp；me&nbsp；and&nbsp；be&nbsp；less&nbsp；like&nbsp；you是更真實的我，變得不像你can&#039；t&nbsp；you&nbsp；see&nbsp；that&nbsp；you&#039；re&nbsp；smothering&nbsp；me難道你不知道你要讓我窒息嗎holding&nbsp；too&nbsp；tightly&nbsp；afraid&nbsp；to&nbsp；lose&nbsp；control抱得太緊，

害怕失去控制cause&nbsp；everything&nbsp；that&nbsp；you&nbsp；thought&nbsp；i&nbsp；would&nbsp；be因此每個你對我的期待has&nbsp；fallen&nbsp；apart&nbsp；right&nbsp；in&nbsp；front&nbsp；of&nbsp；you在你的面前完全落空（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the

undertow）在回流中翻滾在回流中翻滾every&nbsp；step&nbsp；that&nbsp；i&nbsp；take&nbsp；is&nbsp；another&nbsp；mistake&nbsp；to&nbsp；you我每走一步對你來說都是錯誤（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；und