〃Let's not think about it。 I'm tired of thinking about it。〃
〃What would you do if they came to arrest you?〃
〃Shoot them。〃
〃You see how silly you are; I won't let you go out of the hotel until we leave here。〃
〃Where are we going to go?〃
〃Please don't be that way; darling。 We'll go wherever you say。 But please find some place to go right away。〃
〃Switzerland is down the lake; we can go there。〃
〃That will be lovely。〃
It was clouding over outside and the lake was darkening。
〃I wish we did not always have to live like criminals;〃 I said。
〃Darling; don't be that way。 You haven't lived like a criminal very long。 And we never live like criminals。 We're going to have a fine time。〃
〃I feel like a criminal。 I've deserted from the army。〃
〃Darling; please be sensible。 It's not deserting from the army。 It's only the Italian army。〃
I laughed。 〃You're a fine girl。 Let's get back into bed。 I feel fine in bed。〃
A little while later Catherine said; 〃You don't feel like a criminal do you?〃
〃No;〃 I said。 〃Not when I'm with you。〃
〃You're such a silly boy;〃 she said。 〃But I'll look after you。 Isn't it splendid; darling; that I don't have any morning…sickness?〃
〃It's grand。〃
〃You don't appreciate what a fine wife you have。 But I don't care。 I'll get you some place where they can't arrest you and then we'll have a lovely time。〃
〃Let's go there right away。〃
〃We will; darling。 I'll go any place any time you wish。〃
〃Let's not think about anything。〃
〃All right。〃
35
Catherine went along the lake to the little hotel to see Ferguson and I sat in the bar and read the papers。 There were fortable leather chairs in the bar and I sat in