t would be
doing them both a favor。 She was messed up 。。。 in pain。。。 and most of it
(all of it)
was that damn boy's fault。 Sure。 He had left his own daddy in there to burn。
When you thought of it; it was damn close to murder。 Patricide was what they
called it。 Pretty goddam low:
〃Mr。 Hallorann?〃 Her voice was low; weak; querulous。 He didn't much like the
sound of it。
〃Dick!〃 The boy was sobbing now; in terror。
Hallorann drew the mallet from the rack and turned toward the flood of white
light from the snowmobile headlamp。 His feet scratched unevenly over the boards
of the equipment shed; like the feet of a clockwork toy that has been wound up
and set in motion。
Suddenly he stopped; looked wonderingly at the mallet in his hands; and asked
himself with rising horror what it was he had been thinking of doing。 Murder?
Had he been thinking of murder?
For a moment his entire mind seemed filled with an angry; weakly hectoring
voice:
(Do it! Do it; you weak…kneed no…balls nigger! Kill them! KILL THEM BOTH!)
Then he flung the mallet behind him with a whispered; terrified cry。 It
clattered into the corner where the horseblankets had been; one of the two heads
pointed toward him in an unspeakable invitation。
He fled。
Danny was sitting on the snowmobile seat and Wendy was holding him weakly。 His
face was shiny with tears; and he was shaking as if with ague。 Between his
clicking teeth he said: 〃Where were you? We were scared!〃
〃It's a good place to be scared of;〃 Hallorann said slowly。 〃Even if that
place burns flat to the foundation; you'll never get me within a hundred miles
of here again。